Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Calling my soul.

I am having a very hard time finding my place in the vineyard. I have been set aside for almost four years yet the burden and pain of my calling remains. God laid a burden on me to preach and to teach the gospel. The call of God is not rescinded because of my limitations, yet I can not sense from Him where I am to fit. I wrote this psalm yesterday in the worship service.

O Lord where is your voice?
Where is the voice my ear needs to hear?
My soul longs for the impress of your Spirit.
O lord how long must I wait for you?
Even though my body is not young,
or as strong as in my youth, my spirit needs
to again find its place in your vineyard.
O Lord make me not wait much longer
lest my soul shrivel and die.

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